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Sunday, November 22, 2009

Will you be single over winter?

lol probably. watch, before i move things will start to get really great and then i will have to leave. i hate this so much.

Are you mad at anyone right now?

not really.

Do you add random questions into surveys when you take them?

no.

Where do you wanna live when you grow up?

i don't think about this kind of stuff, i don't want to grow up.

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?

pajama pants.

Would you get married if you could right now?

no.

Do you consider yourself spoiled?

a little, i guess?

Do you get annoyed when you see someone you don't like?

not really? i don't know. they have to do something to annoy me. although just looking at some people makes me annoyed by them so i guess yeah.

Could you see yourself dropping out of high school?

no. well, only to become home schooled. i wouldn't do that though. i've already gotten this far so why give up. because to me becoming home schooled would be giving up because i really hate school and am tempted to ask my mom to home school me.

Is there anyone you want to see right now?

yeah.

What were you doing 12 a.m. last night?

sitting here.

Would you go out in public looking like you do now?

no.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?

i doubt it omg.

How was your weekend?

i did nothing except sit here.

Are you a mean person?

not really.

What woke you up today?

i woke up naturally.

What is something you disliked about your day?

ughadiojadfj today was really sucky bc i am just kind of realizing what is happening. i am really moving and i am really leaving these people i've known for so long. i doubt they'll miss me.

Have you kissed anyone whose name started with a T?

no.

Did you date anyone last summer?

summer 2008, no.

Where will you be twelve hours from now?

probably sitting here. i have such a great and eventful life o0o0o0o0o.

Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?

yes.

Have you ever slept on a couch with that person?
no.

Have you written a letter to a soldier?

yeah.

Ever been in a perfect relationship?

ugh.

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
no.

How do you feel about the person who texted you last?

it was twitter soooooo.

What are you looking forward to?

christmas!!

Do you think you are an argumentative person?

sometimes.

How did you feel when you woke up today?

my throat hurt and wah wah wah.

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

yeah.

What time did you go to sleep last night?

i don't remember.

Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?

forever 21.

What color are your eyes?

greenish brown.

The last song you listened to?

timothy by as cities burn.

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?

yes.

Do you believe change is always good?

no.

Where are the majority of your clothes from?

forever 21 i guess.

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Saturday, November 21, 2009

1> In general, do you find yourself more attracted to people with similar or different interests, life experiences, political beliefs, and religious backgrounds? Do you think having some common interests/goals is essential for a successful relationship?
i think it's mixed. i don't think i could date someone with complete oppoosite interests. so our interests must be pretty mutual.

2> What is your all-time favourite, romantic movie scene? What about it speaks to you?
i don't really care for romantic movies so idk i can't even think of one at all

3> If you could change one major thing about your life, whether a relationship, your job, your living situation, your school, etc., what would it be? Are you currently working toward a serious life transition?
i wish i weren't as shy and quiet and lonely. i wish i had real friends and a fun life. i wish i didn't want to be alone all the time. i never want to hang out with anyone. everyone annoys me so bad. i wish i wasn't like that.

4> If you could go back in time to another decade, which decade would you choose and why? Would you want to return or stay there? What if you could bring one other person with you?
i don't know

5> Have you ever participated in a seance? If not, would you consider it? What spirit would you summon and what question would you ask them? Do you believe we can get messages from the dead?
no.

6> Do you think your moods are controlled by your brain chemistry or that your brain chemistry dictates your moods? Do you believe people are born with particular emotional temperaments or that they are primarily shaped by environmental factors?
i don't feel like reading that.

7> Which character from any film, television show, or book would you most like to take on a date and why?
ugh gordo LOL. who else heoamdmfimdfj idk i can't think of anything rn
OH YEAH JT aka RYAN COOLEY yeahyeah
devon werkheiser too
mb i should just stop

8> If a friend or relative makes a racist or homophobic remark, do you tend to confront them or let it slide? Are you more likely to confront them if it offends you directly or someone else who seems reluctant to speak up?
when my friends do that they are strictly joking so idc if they do it.

9> Do you believe some people are more fortunate than others or do you think people create their own luck? In your opinion, are some people cursed?
lol i don't believe people are cursed.

10> If you're trying to create something, like a story, a composition, or a design, etc., do you find yourself imagining how others will react to it? Does that impede or enhance the creative process?
that definitely impedes my process because i always am afraid people won't like stuff. <-- same i guess.

11> When you take a class or attend a big meeting, where do you prefer to sit? Up close or way back where you can make a speedy get-away? Can you force yourself to focus even when you're not interested?
i try to sit towards the back because i don't feel comfortable in the front. whenever i sit in the front i feel weird because i can't see lot of people in the class and i feel like they are all looking at me. i don't know, i just hate that feeling. sitting in the back of the class is way more comfortable for me.

12> Have you ever reconnected with long-lost friends over the Internet? Overall, have the relationships you've rekindled been more meaningful or superficial? Are there any people you wish you hadn't run into again online?
not really.

13> Are you happy at your current job? Do you think there's such a thing as a dream job? What do you hope to be doing five or ten years from now? Are you working towards that goal?
i don't have a job. i guess there is a dream job. in five years i hope to be in college but i don't even know what the fuck i want to do with my life. it's so weird to think that i'll eventually get out of high school and live a life, and not have to wake up and go to school every morning. it's what i've been doing my entire life...so what's it going to be like to live a different life?

14> Do you look forward to returning to work/school on Mondays or do you live for the weekend? What do you enjoy most about weekends? What do you dread most about school and/or work?
WHY WOULD I LOOK FORWARD TO GOING BACK TO SCHOOL? I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THE WEEKENDS BC I GET AWAY FROM THE ANNOYING PEOPLE AT MY SCHOOL!!!! I H8 EVERYTHING ABOUT SCHOOL!!!! ok school is good in some ways but yeah really. i seem upset.

15> If you could relive one hour of your life so far, what would you choose and why? Would you do or say anything different? How do you think it would change your life?
i have no idea.

16> If you broke a mirror, would you worry about bad luck even if you're not superstitious? Would you walk under a ladder or cross a black cat's path on a dare? Is there anything you're superstitious about?
i'm not superstitious about that kind of stuff.

17> Who is the most inspiring teacher you ever had and why? How often do you think about what they taught you? How has it changed your life?
probably my 5th grade teacher. without them i probably would've been lost my first year in middle school. i don't know, he was just really inspirational. i would probably be a different person if i wouldn't have had him as a 5th grade teacher.

18> If you could choose a $1,000 gift certificate for one online store, which would it be and what would you get? Would you share the love with your friends?
URBAN OUTFITTERS OH MY THAT'D BE HEAVENLY. my friends don't shop there so..... ehehhehehee

19> What is on your personal list of the Seven Wonders of the Modern World?
i don't know.

20> Have you ever ruined the ending or given away plot developments in a book, movie, or TV show by telling someone who hasn't seen or read it what happens? Has anyone ever done this to you?
yes and yes.

21> Who is your favorite mother (the character, not the actress) from television or the movies?
i don't know.

22> If your friend or partner left his or her email open, would you look? How about a journal? Have you ever peeked at something private?
i got into my mom's email before my birthday to see what i was getting if that counts.

23> Are you an oldest, youngest, middle, or only child? How do you think it has influenced your personality?
only child i love it o0o0o0o0o

24> Would you rent or buy the home of your dreams if a brutal murder had taken place there? What if you got to live there rent-free? Would you think twice if neighbors warned you that it was haunted?
ugh no.

25> All it takes is a blackout to realize how much we rely on electricity. What's your most memorable story from a power outage?
idk one time our power was out for a couple days and my parents dragged their mattress into the living room in front of the fireplace and we all slept on it. i thought it was quite fun at the time bc i was like 7.

26> Do you think animals have a sense of humor?
i've never really thought about that.

27> Empty parking garages, roadside motels, dark caves, dank basements, overgrown forests—what kind of setting makes you feel nervous?
all of those are.

28> Has your idea of the perfect romantic partner changed with age? Do you think we can teach ourselves to desire partners who are better for us or are we constrained by the laws of attraction?
it's obviously changing bc i am a changing person. and what? i am really tired ugh.

29> If your best friend forgave his or her partner for cheating and lying, would you try to forgive him or her too? Would you find it difficult to spend time with them as a couple?
i don't know. i would probably be very bitter towards them.

30> What three items would you place in a time capsule to help future generations understand you?
i don't know goodnight

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Have you ever smoked Marlboro cigarrettes?
i've never smoked cigarettes at all
by the way nice spelling

Have you ever been in a Stop & Shop?
i think so maybe

Have you ever been to an A.A. meeting?
no

Have you ever been to a professional baseball game?
yes

Do you have an unusual name for your pet?
not really ig

Did you ever meet someone from a local news station?
i've seen someone from the news at aeropostale once

What color do you want your car to be?
idk the light blue or light green cars are pretty

If you could change your eye color, what would you change it to?
idk

Do you have a deck on your house?
no

Ever heard of the band Traffic?
no

What would you have been named if you were born the opposite sex?
taylor lol

What's your grandmother on your dad's side's name?
pamela

What's your sibling's middle name?
i don't have siblings

Are you passive aggressive?
uh

Does anyone in your family have a mental illness?
no

Is blueberry your favorite scent?
no

Are you jealous of your siblings?
DAMNIT

Besides your house, where did you sleep last?
the condo i think
mb joseph's idk

Do you know what a crypt keeper is?
no?

What's the theme song to your favorite t.v. show?
music.....
idk theres no words

When was your last camping trip?
like four years ago and i threw up

Did you ever have light up shoes?
flip flops

Are you wearing anything that was made in China?
i don't check where my clothes are made ty

Do your socks match right now?
i never wear socks okay okay okay

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Did you stand on your tippy-toes when you had your last kiss?
no

The last person kissed? Did his/her name start with A,J,L,M,R,S,V,Z?
yes

Where are you at?
the computer desk

Do you like anyone?
ajdfoiajf i don't know

Who was the last person to call you?
my mom

Name four things you did today:
school, talk, laugh, pee

What does the clock say?
12:55am.

What do you hear right now?
down by jay sean
baby are you down down down down down do0o0o0o00wn d00o0oo0o0wn even if the sky is falling down d0o0o0o0own d0o0o00o0wn

When was the last time you cried?
within the last couple of days

Are you on the phone?
no

What woke you up last night?
.....i didn't wake up at night

Are you texting anyone right now?
no

Do you have shoes on?
no

Waiting for anything?
i guess

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
today

Who was the first person you talked to today?
my mom

What are you thinking about right now?
i'm thinking about what i'm thinking about
does this even make sense i can never think about what i am thinking about for these questions

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
...no?

Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren't seriously involved with?
no

Would you ever let a girl/boy put you through hell and back?
no

Where did you last fall asleep other than your bed?
the couch

Are you close to your siblings?
i don't have siblings

Your ex says they never even liked you, you say?
oh

Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
i guess

Who did you see last shirtless?
irl or in a picture? eheheh

Who would you do anything for?
family ig

Do you like to hold hands?
depends on the person

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
sure

You have to get a piercing, what do you get?
third ear hole or s/t

What was the most memorable thing that happened this summer?
LOL HOW ABOUT NOTHING

Have you ever walked on the beach?
yes

What's the best part about being single?
idk and idc

Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?
idts
my life is good i have lots of friends yeah yeah yeah no

Do you enjoy wearing dresses?
yes!!

Have you ever gone out with anyone older than you?
not by over a year but yeah

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
v8 splash

Do you think you will ever be married?
i hope

Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
sure

Is it possible to be single and happy?
durp

Are you jealous of someone right now?
yeah

Why did you last cry?
frustration

Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
female

Have you known any of your friends for most of your life?
not really

Anything happen to you within the past month that has made you really angry?
lol yeah this happens at least once a week

Do you remember who you liked on New Year's?
yes

Do you like hugs or do you freak out when people hug you?
depends on the person

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
ugh idk REAL FRIENDS!!!!!!

Last person you had a deep conversation with?
i have no idea

Missing someone you shouldn't be?
idk

Do you have nice eyes?
idts but w/e

Where will you be 12 hours from now?
sitting here mb

Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
no

Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
we'll see

Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
yeah

Do you love someone at this point?
my family eheheahehahea

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Thursday, November 19, 2009

The years teach much which the days never knew.
Created by holloway ; bzoink

Ever wish you could just leave the classroom in the middle of lesson?
yes

Which do you prefer: Mountain Dew or Wild Cherry Pepsi?
mountain dew, but i want wild cherry pepsi now...i haven't had it in a long time

Do you ever get lonely, but there's no one around to talk to?
i guess

Ever think you will die if that one special person isn't in your life?
...no

Going to school 7 days a week and a longer break or 5 days and weekends?
ugh

Do you boss around other people until you get what you want or just do it?
no

Should there be a life without violence? Explain?
it won't happen

What do you think about people that are full of themselves?
they're really annoying

What is the largest number of words you have typed in a minute?
120 or something

Why do teachers let you do homework at school, if it's HOMEwork?
our homework is the work we don't finish in class soooooo...

Do you believe you should follow all the things your friends do to fit in?
no

If your school had activities during the week, would you participate?
i doubt it

Would you rather have children or adopt? Why?
adopt because i don't want a child coming out of my vagina

If you absolutely had to, would you fight for your country?
if i had to then i would have to...

Something you like about yourself, that you don't like about other people?
i don't know

Will school pay off in life or is it just another thing on your list?
hopefully it'll pay off, i just think a lot of the stuff we're learning right now is pointless. the things i need in life i learned a while ago...and i don't really think a lot of the stuff we're learning now is beneficial to me at all.

Do you believe our economy will turn into the Great Depression?
no

Would the world change drastically if nobody lied? Explain your thoughts.
i guess

Have you ever been friends with a conceited person?
yeah

Ever anger you when you try to explain something, but nobody gets it?
yes

At the moment, what is your favorite childhood memory?
i don't know

When playing Monopoly, do you always pick the same piece to play with?
no, i rarely play monopoly

Do you think cell phones are overpriced nowadays?
depends on the phone

What are your thoughts on the people destroying rainforests?
...not good obviously

Doesn't it make you angry when someone is wrong, but they won't admit it?
yeah

Have you ever recieved a comment that was totally not topic related?
yes

Do you study for tests, or glance at the person's test next to you?
i study sometimes, it just depends on what subject it is

Do you think learning about Forensics are interesting? Why?
i don't know

Does a blizzard from Diary Queen sound good right now?
no

What is your opinion on the Holocaust? Explain.
it was horrible, but i think it's interesting to learn about. i can't even imagine living through it though, i don't understand why anyone would do that. ugha;odjfdifj

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